I'm making a few changes in my life.... inspired I think by my experiences on my JST trip. So some of you might find I'm not talking with you on MSN or commenting on your blogs as often. Actually I did delete a couple of people from my messenger lists as well. As you've probably noticed I'm also not updating here as often.
Sometimes you've got to make a positive change in your life and for me this is. I'm not going to apologise for these changes they are what I need to be where I want and need to be in my life right now. It's like it says at the bottom of this template (scroll allllll the way down)
You're caught between just who you are and who you want to be.
That's what I've been in lately or rather where I've been at.
No apologies, no excuses, no bad feelings. Just made the decision and doing it. If this upsets some people (and I think in certain ways it already has a couple of people), well it's not that I don't care it's just that I'm living my life for me and I have to do this. Otherwise it's fake and plastic and worthless. And I am determined that my life such as it is, will always have meaning.
I lost it a little along the way for the last I don't even know how long. But now I'm finding it again. And I'm loving it.